often I hear Christians talk negatively about emotions. We say things like "your emotions decieve you" or "some people are emotionally driven." Are emotions really all that bad? what are they there for?
I remember when I first read about the tragedy happening in Darfur. I was overwhelmed with sadness and anger. I couldn't believe something like that could be happening and not be a main concern of the media. Have you heard anything about it on the news? I haven't. When i read about it My emotions swelled up inside me like I was about to burst.
It's not just these kinds of emotions but very posetive ones as well that stir in us. I remember a couple of months ago I went on a trip to mexico (these trips used to be routine to me). Our church takes these trips through a minisrty called Corazon. There are always swiling emotions at the end of trips like these. When I watched a grown man cry while handing over the keys to a house we had built in one day to a woman who's know a deeper level of poverty than I'll ever know I felt it. My emotions went nuts, for lack of a better term. This was a picture of God's compassion being painted right before me.
Maybe more common for you is the act of worship. I hear some Christians speak remorsefully about worshiping simply out of emotion. Have you ever worshipped God and been so completely moved that your heart is about to explode.
Maybe emotions aren't so bad. Have you ever wondered why we have them if they are so wrong. We as Christians live in a subculture that flees anything that might be dangerouse. Yes, emotions can sometimes draw us the wrong direction. Emotionally women are drawn to sex outside of marriage. Emotions cause people to kill one another. Emotions are not to be depended upon like God but to be experienced as a portrait of God. God's heart is revealed most clearly in the peaks of our emotions. At moments of our greatest Joy do we stop to realize that whatever causes that god experiences from every angle with His whole self? When we become angry about the pain and brokennes and ignorance that surrounds us do we wonder if God feels the same way? think about how you feel when you experience beauty, compassion, wholeness, the realization of a dream, the completion of an artistic creation (for you maybe a blog post). Does God not embody all of those things?
Of course our emotions can be tweaked and twisted causing us to do the wrong thing. Yes, if we flee from emotion we might be less likely to do something stupid but what kind of person will we become? Emotions are at the core a beutifully powerful force made to draw us closer to God and to people.
We often try to find ways to see how close we are to God, how is our relationship with Him doing? Maybe the answer lies somewhere in our emotions. How do you think of God? What do you think God is like? Do you think of God as a profoundly Joyful person? Do you see Him, as Rob Bell says, "beautifully angry" because of His comassion for the world? Do you see him sad because of the hurt someone has brought to their own life because of defiance? Or is God like a policeman out to get eveyone who crosses Him?
How do you feel when you see someone "sinning?" What's your emotion toward the tragedies happening around you? Do you feel anything when you hear a beutiful poem or see a hungry man get fed? Or are you frustrated and hard, picking at the world, pionting out every problem in judgement making those around you feel empty and guilty? Do you feel anything at all?