can anyone be trusted?

Who can we trust?
I've had little time lately to keep up on my bloglife. Well here am I for my glorious return.
Over the past week I’ve dealt with a significant blow in my life. The man who most greatly influenced and poured into my life in jr. high and high school was recently fired from his pastoral position and kicked out of the church.
I grew up in a church where the word saved and the concept of worship was absent. In jr. high I started attending the church where this man (the one who most influenced me) was the Youth Pastor. Under his guidance I discovered my passion for ministry (youth in particular) and it was from him I learned all the things that became so foundational in my life. It was from him I learned about Jesus and became a follower of Christ. I loved being around him and I would have laughed at you if you would have tried to convince me that he was deceptive and malicious. He was never reluctant to take someone in need into his home. When he became the senior pastor of his church the church tripled in attendance and came out of a financial crisis all before his sixth month as pastor.
Not only did this man recently plead guilty of fraud (he also owned a local retail store) he has apparently admitted to sharing sexual relationships with multiple girls in the youth group. These are teenage girls with a married middle aged man.
I’m not usually one to share my problems on my blogs but this circumstance brings a lot of confusion into my life. Here is a man, who I would have trusted with my life, deceiving and taking advantage of people. So who can I trust? Who can we trust? Is there anyone who can be trusted?
I am constantly reminded that life is hard. I understand people make mistakes but I hope you’ll understand that this has affected many people, including myself, much more than a simple mistake of petty lie. Why do people do things like this? I was reminded by my mom of Matthew 15 “you honor me with your lips but your heart is far from me” a quote from Jesus from the book of Isaiah. I’m lead to ask if maybe I was wrong on my last two posts and people are bad.
I can say to my fellow seekers, that when someone does something good it’s good and when someone does something bad it’s bad, good is of God bad is not. This is how I’ve desperately tried and am slowly failing to respond to this abandonment: do not allow the God of someone’s lips to be represented by the atrocities of someone’s actions.
God forgive him and have mercy. His sin has found him out. May his deed lead none astray but, God, bring good out of this bad just as you have done so eloquently throughout history.
Friends, pray for healing and restoration in the life of the church and I humbly request that you pray for me as I make sense of this confusing time.
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I can't begin to imagine the emotions you must be experiencing right now. It must be so tough to deal with something like this. You are in my prayers, along with the church and the individual inparticular. It are times like this when I wonder where God is, but it is also times like this I realise that God is so much bigger than any of these situations and that although we cannot see and we cannot always be assured by anything other than our faith, he is always in control. Stay strong. I love you!
~Ashley
You said: "do not allow the God of someone’s lips to be represented by the atrocities of someone’s actions". It was good to read your post, because at one time or another - most of us have (or will) experience broken trust and hurt from a Christian (or GROUP of Christians).
I think you were suggesting that if we want to know God's love and know what God and Christianity are supposed to be like - then we need to look the example of Jesus Christ and not look to Christians to be that perfect example. Is that Right? If that's what you meant - then that's what I've been trying to do - so thank you for sharing this.
I don't pray much - but when I do - I will be sure to pray for this. Hang in there.
trust and faith and redemption and free will vs predestination became such painful concepts...
My son was young, and very involved in local youth ministry. He had just received an award for being an outstanding christian on his secular college campus. He was my pride and joy...And then crash...
his life lay in ruins.
He had taken his "sin" to the cross but never confessed it to the community of believers. When he actually acted out the sin that had been plaguing his thought life, he felt desprate and prayed that the LORD would take it away from him, once and for all, no matter what it took. When he found out the he'd be going to prison, he "joked" God, when I said what ever it takes, I didn't mean prison..." but that's what it took.
The Lord told him, "I will have no one serve me with unclean hands".
We became certain that God was about the business of exposing these hidden sins that were plaguing His church and His leaders. I think I mourned more for my son than I would have if he had died, and I had very little comfort, because this was a fallen Christian...who had committed a terrible sin. Trust? Only Jesus.
Redemption that is up to Jesus.
Forgiveness and prayer for the sinner, that is up to us.
And does he have a family? Oh God, how hard this will be for them.
Again, the silly little cliche'
Christians are the only people who kick (kill) their own wounded.
Trust? Trust only the Jesus he told you about. That Jesus will actually carry him through this, if he lets him. But his life will never be the same, he will suffer the consequences of these sins for the rest of his earthly life. Galatians 6:1 Brethren, even if a man is caught in any trespass, you who are spiritual, restore such a one in a spirit of gentleness, each one looking to yourself, lest you too be tempted.
I will continue from what Maryellen said (for those who my not know she is my beloved my wife). Our son as a PK and in ministry lived a restricted life, this is not an excuse but a fact.
This restriction in reality confines all of us as leaders. I only know what you have told us. However some basic dynamics are in play here. (By the way if interested read “SIN” my blog)
Leaders have responsibility, leaders are expected to be beyond corruption, putting them in an isolated life. In the dynamics of the ministry given me to perform on behalf of Jesus here in the Earth I have known more then one leader trapped by this dynamic. The results of this causes as my son said ( paraphrased) , any one watching what the Church did to me, to hide even more carefully their need of confession and restoration. Shoot our wounded like horses, we do, as Yoda might say.
This man who discipled you, like Jesus in Gethsemane, needs support and comfort. To be sure true repentance through the Holy Spirit’s convection beyond the exposure is needed. Isaiah 58, explains part of the true fast entails bringing the leper into our homes. ( in this situation the metaphoric acceptance most likely applies) the convection of the Holy Spirit brings forgiveness allowing restoration and giving strength to walk with Christ away from the Sin and towards righteousness. Are you willing to fast abstaining from the surrounding culture and live the selfless life of the Kingdom, allowing the bondage and yoke of this mans slavery to be broken? This is the Kingdom’s principles counting oneself less then the other.
Wes, I also offer myself as a resource. If you are still in contact with this man let him know that he can e-mail me if he would like!
Pastor Art